But also ... that ... and that ... and that.

In fact ... i all the time want something... illusory believing that my soul will be happy when i'll get that.

And ... it is funny ... cause i've came into a point when i actually get from the Universe all i want.

... or almost all i want.

Unfortunately ... the magic is not appearing into my soul.

The magic happens into the real life ... but not deeply into my soul.

And ... yes ... i am not happy.

In fact ... i am sad.

I am ... always dominated by sadness.

Somehow ... it all looks like a nonsense ... cause we've been told that is normal to have desires.

And the accomplishment of those desires will make us happy.

But ... all was a lie.

We couldn't listen to Budha's words ... saying that … the desire itself is the source of suffering.

No ...

... cause maybe it's all too abstract for our silly minds ... of ordinary people.

So ... i still continue my life saying ... i want that and that ... and that ... hoping that one day I'll be happy.

Yes ... my stupid mind believes that saying ... "I want ... " ... i'll start my journey to the happiness.

But it's ridiculous ... cause nothing happens ... even if i keep trying by so, so many years ...

Most probably ... i need to try something different.

Do something ... contradictory with what i am doing now.

And ... the first step is to stop saying ... "I want".

I want that ... but i can't.

I just can't.

I want to stop saying "I want" ... but i simply can't stop myself doing that.

So ... life continues.

... into a ridiculous way.

Not having anything to do with any element that might bring happiness into my soul.

Yes ...

Pathetic ...

But ... it's all a result of my behaviour ....

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